First and Second full days home

Song of the day: Homecoming by Kanye West feat. Chris Martin

Yesterday was my first full day home. It felt good to wake up in my own bed. I didnt have to wake up early either, always a plus. Not a very eventful day. I did get to see some of my favorite people. My cousins, grandmother, hairdresser. I love them to death. Today was more eventful but not by much. I turned in my job application in a small town outside of the small city I live in. It was wierd driving through there. I graduated from high school there but I didnt want to be there agian. On the other hand, I had the urge to stop by my old high school. That urge quickly left. My hairdresser and I caught up. She even did my eyebrows for free. That really completed a much needed "Re-bossing". I ran errands for my mother, and then came home. Played with the nieces and then put them to bed. I have been looking for something interesting and age appropriate (18+) to do. That is very hard here. There arent that many clubs, not that I like to club but I think you know what I mean. Everything here is for kids, like skating, walking around the mall, Im just too old for that sort of thing. I would really love the hang out with my cousin, but she is preparing for her senior prom tomorrow. That should be interesting.

My love life is starting to suffer as well. I still keep in contact with my ex, who I love with all my heart. He lives about 13 hours away so seeing him is not in the question. I am single, so I am looking for someone to chill with, not a relationship, but someone who will be there when I want them and will go away when I need them to. There arent a lot of men who live here that have the qualities I desire in a friend, but I havent looked in a while either. I guess we will see in the future, the near future I hope.