Song of the Day: My Life, Your Entertainment by T.I.
There are many things that I struggle with on a daily basis. I dont know why but there is a constant battle between good and evil going on with in me every day. I know the Lord knows what is going on, and I know that He will never put more on me that I am able to bare, it just seems crazy at times. Sometimes I feel that I want to abandon everything I have ever been taught and live life on the edge, not caring about the consequences or who I may hurt in the process. At other times, I live like a nun, not doing anything slightly out of order and I like it that way. There must be only one solution to this, I AM HUMAN.
Oh gosh! I guess I can only take it one day at a time and depend on the Lord to take me through it. He is the only one that is able. If more people would believe that, life would be easier. But it is waaaay easier said than done. Trust me, I know. In the back of my mind I know it to be true, but to truly live it out is the true victory. I know one day I will get there and when I do, no one will ever look at me, or treat me the same ever again.
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